My lifes a mess, Im 26, female, still live with parents, never had a bf, don't drive etc, have no social life and am doing something that i don't really want to. I had anxiety when i was 18 into my early twenties so quit jobs etc but since ive started this course its gone away for some reason, maybe i grew out of it or something. Ive just started the second year of a mental health nursing diploma (its 3 years) and in my spare time i run and go to the gym i guess thats my only social life. About the nursing I enjoy the course and like learning about the theory of it but I wouldnt like to be a nurse its just too stressful and responsible and the very quiet, reserved type. Id like an active lifestyle as i love keeping fit etc but Ive noticed people in the sports industry are very confident plus its hard to get jobs. I don't think theres a job that combines mental health nursing and fitness so Im not sure what to do, Im just getting older I guess i rushed into nursing Im not sure whether to finish the diploma or not but then im not sure if it can be used for another job. Its like im 10 years behind for my age lol even my mum admits that im backward but she said its my fault cause im so withdrawn and wont make friends. I not on the same wavelength as others my age so i guess i put them off. I just wanted advice I cant sleep thinking about it all. oh and to add to it i only find myself having 'crushes' on older men, i have feelings for this instructor at the sports club who trains with us its the place i look forward to going to most partly cause of this. Hes single but in his 50's but nothing could happen (would be too weird) im far too immature for him anyway lol.